in response to getting your faith back after being out of the church for awhile...I believe that obedience is rewarded,,,and so attending and participating in the Mass and your parish activities will "buy time" until the Holy Spirit moves you and you feel enkindled. Patience truly is a virtue and your time schedule and God"s may not be the same. Many great saints had periods of dry spells or dark nights. When yours is over see how you grew from it.