I hope you feel better after letting all that out of your system. The Lord is such a forgiving God, and understanding. And He knows you better than you know yourself. He can get down deep, and heal and help meet your needs. God knows your situation, so just let your heart talk to HIm. He’s a comforter, a Father, a Friend, and our King.
Earth has no sorrorw, Heaven cannot heal.
Ask and you shall recieve. Surrender all.