what wonderful courage you have shown! God and our blessed Mother have truly made their presence known in your life...be strong, when a person becomes more spiritual/devout in their life those who are close to them (spouse, children)and who are not on the same path often judge that person to be going through a phase or worse (emotionally troubled)...don’t let this move you from your course!! they will remember and you may be the light they need in their lives to turn them around...my prayers are with you and your family...