I’m not so sure that anyone will understand what I am saying. I guess what I am really asking for is prayers. I am going through the annulment process, have already gone to interview and just waiting on decision which should be about three months. I am sure it will be a positive one as I did have sufficient grounds for annulment. The same applies for my husband he is waiting on his decision we have been married 22 yrs. The problem is like many people who have come back to the church I have learned so much about mY Catholic faith in the past few years than I ever knew and I love it. I feel so depressed at times because I feel like I am just on the side lines and can’t really practaice my faith or even recieve the grace I need because I am still not really celebrating the faith by not being married in the Church and recieving The real Presence