I will pray for you. I have been in your
boat, feeling helpless & hopeless. Rely
on God, turn to Him. Our problems do not
magically vanish when we return home. Talk
to your pastor or trusted member in your
church. Maybe that is what God is trying to
make you see. No one is alone unless they
chose to be. I know, I have been there.
God bless you and may Our Lord’s love give
you strength to grow and ease your pain.