dear gloria,
I have 4 teenagers and that alone is a challenge by itself. I am fortunate to have the help and support of my husband.
I am praying for you and your family during this painful time. sometimes i feel like situations are hopeless even with the support of my husband. I think it is important that you reach out like you are and talk about it. talk to your parish priest about it and surround yourself with kind and supportive people. always continue to have hope during painful times, but know we can’t always plan the outcome of things. have faith that you will be strengthened by this difficult time. make sure you have quality time with your kids, even if is just a few minutes a day. God Bless.