Church is for saints and sinners alike. It is a house of prayer, and you are always welcomed to attend (with due reverence, of course). Talk to the priest. In fact, you can talk to several priests. I am sure that if people know of your plight, you will get more help than you need! God loves a humble and contrite heart.

Take that step toward God, and he will take a giant leap towards you. Remember that a small step in the right direction is better than no step at all.

There is Christ in all of us. May the Christ in you shine through.