I find it difficult to believe in God’s trasforming love because I have not been transformed. If that makes me an egomaniac so be it. But for years I have prayed for God’s help in being a more loving accepting person. The older I get the more I like animals and the less I like or trust people. My anger hisses away like a tea kettle. And abhor the stupidity around me. YES I know that I to am a broken vessel. Yes i a stupid, angry,selfish, egotistical, unloving/