I find myself reluctant to turn my entire life over to Jesus. I still pray the little prayer, "Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, i place my trust in You!!!" and this helps. I think that I want to be self-reliant and run things. Then I wonder why things don’t work out right. I have recently been the recipient of many special graces and blessings, for which I am thankful. I pray that the Lord Jesus Christ will make me open to God’s transforming love more and more each day.