I try my hardest to ALWAYS trust in God no matter what! But the thing that sometimes makes me distrust, is by dis-trusting myself. I have an eating disorder and I wonder why I am like that. It’s like a whole different side to me and sometimes in the corner of my mind I think, "Wait, why isn’t God fixing this?" But then I always remember I’m doing this to myself. This is the whole point in freedom right? Not exactly the correct way to use it, but, it’s life. I feel so bad though! I really DO trust in God and I love Him so much. All my faith is in Him.
I Love You!
-Me