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by Friar Jim Van Vurst, O.F.M.
Far be it from me to put words into Jesus’ mouth, but I can easily
imagine someone asking Jesus near the end of his ministry what he thought about Peter.
Peter was the first chosen by Jesus and the leader of the Twelve.
I imagine Jesus saying something like, “Peter is the most frustrating
person of all the men I have chosen. He never seems to get the point of what I’m
all about; he always talks before he thinks. But you know something? I just can’t
stop loving that man. He is so sincere and good-hearted.”
According to gospel descriptions, Peter does seem to be a mass of contradictions,
and we have to wonder how in the world Jesus chose Peter as the leader of the apostles.
Just look at Peter. When Peter sees the miracle of the catch of fishes
at the very beginning of Jesus’ ministry, Peter cries out, “Lord, depart from
me for I am a sinner” (Lk 5:1-11). Actually, Peter has Jesus going in the wrong direction.
It would have made more sense for him to say, “Lord, please come to me, for I need
you.”
Peter is one of the three privileged apostles to be with Jesus in all
his major moments. He witnesses the miracle of Jesus bringing Jairus’ daughter back
to life (Lk 8:41ff). He is present at the Transfiguration, where he beholds divine glory,
and yet he immediately suggests that they build three tents for Jesus, Moses and Elijah
(Mk 9:2ff). Jesus very seriously predicts his approaching passion, and because Jesus’ words
contradict Peter’s (and some others’) plans for power, prestige and a glorious
overthrow of the enemies of the Jewish people, Peter pulls Jesus aside and scolds him (Mk
8:31ff). Peter seems to think that if Jesus would listen to him, things would turn out
triumphantly with a great display of power rather than tragically with Jesus’ death.
At the Last Supper, Peter opposes Jesus when, in all humility, he comes
to wash Peter’s feet: “Not mine, Lord. It’s not right for you to do that.” Not
long after that, when Jesus speaks of his betrayer and his suffering, Peter, with full
braggadocio, proclaims that “others may deny you, Lord, but I will lay down my life
for you” (Lk 22:31ff). It’s then that Jesus predicts his triple denial, which
Peter cannot accept. Peter can’t watch as Jesus suffers his agony and prepares for
death, and he denies Jesus three times in the High Priest’s courtyard while under
oath, swearing that he doesn’t know Jesus. When Jesus begins his journey to Calvary,
Peter is nowhere to be seen and hides with the rest of the apostles.
Rather startling is that, while we always consider Judas’ betrayal
of Jesus as the worst sin any human committed, one can make a good argument that Peter’s
was even worse, given his closeness to Jesus all through his ministry. No apostle is described
more and quoted more than Peter, yet he denied Jesus three times.
After that litany of utter failures on the part of Peter, Jesus still
forgives him time and time again. Peter is never demoted as a failure, but called to “feed
the lambs and sheep of Jesus” (Jn 21:15ff). Why does Jesus never reject Peter?
The answer is simply the mystery of Jesus’ love. His love can see
beyond Peter’s sins and failures. Remember, we read that Jesus was a friend of sinners
and that sinners crowded around Jesus rather than run from him. We can only stand in awe
of Jesus’ love.
The simple but amazing thing is that Jesus seems to use the weak and
fragile to do his work. He doesn’t pick saints. He picks sinners. Why? Because, in
the end, it is always the power of Jesus, and not any human power, that accomplishes the
work of the Lord.
All of this is a powerful reminder of our relationship with the Lord.
He is the one—no matter what we have done in the past—who always has open arms
to receive and to embrace us. Can’t you just hear Peter saying to people who think
they are unworthy of God, “Wait! You think you’re sinful? Wait until you hear
my story. You can’t imagine who low I sank, and yet Jesus was always there for me.”
Thanks, Peter, for reminding us of Jesus’ love.
Readers
respond to Friar Jacks musings on Philippine
Diary: In the Footsteps of San Pedro Bautista.
Dear Friar Jack: I was born in Manila but never knew that San
Pedro Bautista lived and ministered in San Francisco del Monte. Friar Jack, you led us
in the footsteps of San Pedro Bautista from Spain to the Philippines to Japan. You showed
us how San Pedro Bautista’s heroism and that of his companions’ lives on! Thank
you for sharing your visits to the friary in San Francisco del Monte and the public shrine
at Nagasaki. We will be praying for your ministry! Teodora (Toronto)
Dear Friar Jack: Reading your article on San Pedro Bautista in
the Philippines touched me deeply and turned my eyes misty with emotions. I am a Filipina
working in Rome, Italy, for the past 16 years. However, my last employment in the Philippines
was with the Franciscan friars at their Provincial House near the San Pedro Bautista Church
in San Francisco del Monte. Thanks for your thoughts of E-spiration! Priscilla
(Rome)
Dear Friar Jack: You might have added that the street in San Francisco
del Monte passing in front of the San Pedro Bautista Church and friary is named after him:
San Pedro Bautista Street. Jesus (Metro Manila)
Dear Friar Jack: What a wonderful story! I frequently travel to
the village where San Pedro Bautista was born, San Esteban del Valle, in the mountainous
region of Avila in Spain for the celebration of this favored saint. One of his followers
returned the head of this saint back to the village, and it is revered and celebrated twice
a year. The main celebration coincides with the feast of San Sebastian on July 7, when
they carry a large platform and his sacred reliquary through town to the main cathedral.
I plan to be there this summer to witness this celebration again. Many blessings, Michaelangelo
Dear Friar Jack: Thank you for the information about San Pedro.
What is he holding? Is it a spear or some kind of building tool? Usually, I identify saints
by their symbols. Thanks, MVF
Dear MVF: San Pedro is holding two spears. And, yes, these spears
are symbols that reveal how he and his companions were martyred. After being crucified
in Nagasaki, Japan, the 26 martyrs were run through with spears. I am very grateful to
you and all the others who kindly sent me e-mails. You are all in my prayers. Friar
Jack
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