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A few years ago, Mary, a 40-year-old
mother of two teenage sons, asked
a curious question: “Shouldn’t I be
able to sing ‘Alleluia, alleluia,’ on
Easter morning?”
She continued, “I’m not referring to my vocal
ability, since I’ve known for years that I’m not a great
singer. I just wonder what I am to do when Easter Day
dawns and I’m not able to sing ‘Alleluia’ because I
really don’t feel the joy of Easter. Oh, for sure, in
some ways I’m glad that Lent is over and that the season
of spring has arrived; I am not always, however,
in an Alleluia frame of mind or heart at this time of
year. For that’s what it’s all about, isn’t it? I want to
feel the joy of Easter and sing ‘Alleluia.’ I really want
to mean that with all of my being.”
Mary has something in common with the Little
Flower. One Good Friday evening more than 100
years ago, a young Carmelite nun known as Sister
Thérèse of the Child Jesus of the Holy Face, more
commonly known as Thérèse of Lisieux or the Little
Flower, experienced the initial symptoms of what
would eventually be diagnosed as terminal tuberculosis.
While Thérèse trusted that God’s abiding consolation
would be with her throughout her illness,
it was during the ensuing Easter season that Thérèse
compared her actual experience of God to that of
being “surrounded by a thick fog” (The Story of a Soul,
Chapter 10).
Thérèse writes of these increasing feelings of darkness
in these words: “During the most joyous days
of Eastertide, Jesus made me feel that there truly are
souls that don’t have faith” (Chapter 10). She continues:
“When I sing of the happiness of heaven, the
everlasting possession of God, I feel no joy because
of it, because I simply sing of what I want to believe”
(Chapter 10). Thus, Thérèse found it difficult to sing
a heartfelt Easter “Alleluia” in the spring of 1896.
Although Thérèse of Lisieux was born in 1873
and died 24 years later, her spiritual legacy lives on.
She can serve as a valued spiritual guide for contemporary
women and men seeking ways of authentically
praying with the Easter mysteries.
Doctor's Advice
Thérèse Martin entered the Carmelite convent in
Lisieux at the age of 15. Except for her book, The Story
of a Soul, Thérèse might have died relatively unnoticed
and unremembered, recalled only by her family
members, friends and the Carmelite nuns who
loved her.
Her spiritual legacy, however, led to her being
canonized in 1925. In 1997, she was given the title
“Doctor of the Church,” sharing this honor with
Saints Teresa of Avila and Catherine of Siena. These
three women and 30 men have been recognized for
their tremendous contributions to the life of the
Church around the world and across the centuries.
Thérèse’s spiritual legacy has been recognized on
a global scale with a particular focus on her “Little
Way,” a spiritual path that can be accessed by people
from all walks of life. Thérèse’s own parents,
Louis and Zélie, were beatified in Lisieux on October
19, 2008.
Given the varied movements of the Easter mysteries
that can lead spiritual seekers to proclaim their
own heartfelt “Alleluias,” this article links four Easter
quotes with excerpts from The Story of a Soul and stories
from contemporary spiritual seekers. Questions
for further prayer and reflection show how Thérèse of Lisieux can help us understand and
live the Easter mysteries.
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“Who will roll back the stone for us
from the entrance to the tomb?” ask the
women on their way to Jesus’ tomb
(Mark 16:3).
Before the “Alleluias” can be sung, we
may need to spend reflective time
before the dawn, patiently waiting for
the first streaks of light to cross the
morning sky. Time set aside for quiet
prayer with the Easter Scriptures often
enables us to notice our own questions,
similar to the Gospel women’s about
moving stones and searching for Jesus
among the dead.
James, a 54-year-old computer software
engineer, feels he was betrayed
by his brother-in-law. James recently
made this connection with Mark 16:3:
“How can I begin to move the stones
that may be within me, particularly in
places where I find it so hard to forgive
others like my brother-in-law, who
turned his back on me in my time of
need?
“In addition to my heartache over
my brother-in-law, I experience other
heavily burdened places within, for it’s
not just one stone, but several of them
that are weighing me down. I don’t
even know how to begin to budge these
heavy weights in myself. Can I really
believe that my stone will be rolled
back by God’s grace as a way for me to
experience Easter joy?”
Interiorly burdened spiritual seekers
like James may resonate with Thérèse’s
experience of powerlessness: “In rich
homes there are elevators that replace
stairs to great advantage. I would also
like to find an elevator to lift me up to
Jesus, because I’m too little to climb
the rough staircase of perfection. The
elevator that must lift me up to heaven
is Your arms, Jesus! For that I don’t
need to become big. On the contrary,
I have to stay little” (Chapter 10).
Perhaps we should ask ourselves:
What do I desire of God as I stand in
the darkness before the dawn, perhaps
in a difficult situation in my own life at
this time, or perhaps where I feel powerless
in the face of heavy stones that
seem to weigh me down? How might
Thérèse of Lisieux accompany me here?
“He is not here, for he has been raised
just as he said,” says the angel in
Matthew 28:6.
Scripture shows that the disciples’
clarity and wonder at Jesus’ rising from
the dead were far from instantaneous.
Jesus’ followers gradually understood
that he had fulfilled what he had promised
about the third day. In light of
this scriptural backdrop, a 50-year-old
caregiver named Evelyn shared her significant
anger and disappointment over
all that had been required of her. Her
mother’s sudden illness meant selling
their Philadelphia home to pay for her
mother’s financial and assisted-living
needs.
By taking the risk of acknowledging
to God her feelings of anger and disappointment,
Evelyn has slowly come to
recognize that God has indeed been
present in everything that this loss has
involved for herself and her mother.
Evelyn prayed to stay open to her sense
of God’s care and love.
While serving as a credible spiritual
guide for a contemporary spiritual
seeker like Evelyn, Thérèse provides a
poignant example of having to grow up
quickly as a result of a deeply felt experience
of disappointment. It involves
her beloved father after the Christmas
Midnight Mass in 1886. In the Martin
household, Christmas gifts were placed
in the children’s shoes that were left by
the fireplace. This yearly custom still
brought joy and delight to 13-year-old
Thérèse. On this particular Christmas
Eve, however, Thérèse overheard her
father tell her older sister Céline with
relief, “Well, fortunately this is the last
year” (Chapter 5).
Thérèse immediately realized that,
despite her keen disappointment in
hearing the tone and finality in her
father’s words, she likewise knew that
“Jesus had changed her heart.” It was
indeed time for her as a teenager to
move on and grow beyond this treasured
custom.
We may want to ask ourselves: What
do I desire of God as I search for clarity
and peace of mind, perhaps regarding a
changing or disappointing situation in
my own life at this time? Could Thérèse
of Lisieux be of any help here?
“Then they went away quickly from
the tomb, fearful yet overjoyed, and
ran to announce this to his disciples”
(Matthew 28:8).
Scripture shows us the momentum
that builds when joy is truly experienced.
This often takes place in the
context of relationship, as someone
feels drawn out of desolate solitude
and fear into companionship by consolation
and hope. Just as the women in
the Scriptures left the place of burial
and ran to report the wonder of all that
they had seen and heard, so we too
may be invited with joy-filled energy to
tell others about where we have experienced
the Lord.
Andrew, a 24-year-old college graduate,
recently shared that when he had finally made a clear decision about his
life’s path, he felt incredible relief and
a sense of joy at taking steps that would
lead him toward true happiness.
Granted, it wasn’t the money-making
career in business management that
Andrew had originally envisioned. He
realized, however, that being a high
school teacher would bring him greater
joy and fulfillment. Andrew allowed
the momentum of this deep joy to take
him forward on his path as a teacher.
Thérèse can effectively accompany
contemporary seekers such as Andrew.
She writes that when she finally told
her father that she wanted to fulfill her
lifelong dream, “Through my tears I
confided in him my desire to enter
Carmel. Then his tears began mingling
with my own...[and] with Papa’s simple
and upright nature, he was soon convinced
that my desire was that of God
Himself” (Chapter 5).
Thérèse entered Lisieux’s Carmelite
monastery on April 9, 1888. “Finally
my desires had been accomplished,”
she wrote, “and my soul felt such sweet
and such deep peace that it would be
impossible for me to express it” (Chapter
7). Even through ensuing hardships,
trials and terminal illness, Thérèse would
later acknowledge that the deep sense of
inner peace and joy that she felt on
that day had never abandoned her.
Our prayer could be strengthened
by our asking: What do I desire of God
as I name an experience of deep joy on
the path of my life journey? What is it
like to recall and savor that experience
now? What might Thérèse of Lisieux
contribute to my journey?
Regarding the women at the tomb on
Easter morning, Matthew writes, “Then
Jesus said to them, ‘Do not be afraid! Go
tell my brothers to go to Galilee, and
there they will see me’” (28:10).
The Easter Scriptures always point
spiritual seekers toward an active discipleship
of sharing the Good News of
the Risen Jesus. This invitation to Christian
discipleship is limitless.
An 80-year-old homebound widow
from New York, Jeanne, wonders about
the effectiveness of her life now that her
advanced stage of Parkinson’s disease
has mostly confined her to her home.
Jeanne has always been an active
member of her faith community, as
well as various neighborhood organizations
committed to service projects and
good works. Reflecting on her memories
of those good works, she says: “I
used to be able to do such good work
for God. Now that I’m in my home
almost 24 hours a day, there isn’t much that I can do anymore. This makes me
very sad.” However, Jeanne has recently
discovered a renewed sense of vocation
while enjoying the friendship of
her newly found spiritual guide, Thérèse
of Lisieux.
It may seem strange that Thérèse
was named by the Catholic Church as
patroness of missionaries, considering
that she never left the Carmelite
monastery after entering it at the age of
15. Thérèse’s fervor for the spiritual
well-being of others, however, had
begun in earnest well before her
entrance into Carmel.
She prayed in 1887 for an outward
sign of the conversion of a death-row
criminal named Pranzini. When
Thérèse found out that Pranzini had
held a crucifix while kissing it three
times immediately before his execution,
she reports that she had truly
obtained the sign of conversion for
which she had prayed.
Years later at Carmel, Thérèse applied
this same sort of zeal for others as she
accepted a request to pray for a young
seminarian, Maurice Bellière, who wrote
that he had been inspired “to ask for a
Sister who would devote herself especially
to the salvation of his soul and
help him through her prayers and sacrifices
when he became a missionary”
(Chapter 11). Without hesitation,
Thérèse agreed to pray for him and
many other missionaries throughout
the world.
Our Easter faith may grow deeper if
we ask: What do I desire of God as I
may feel called to spread the Good
News of God’s light and love? What
might it be like to accept God’s call to
me at this time in my life? How might
Thérèse of Lisieux show me the way?
As we continue to pray through the
spiritual movements of the Easter season,
we may want to ask ourselves:
1) Is there any particular reading from
the Easter Scriptures or from the writings
of Thérèse of Lisieux that particularly
moves me? How? What do I notice?
2) Do the words and experiences of
Thérèse reflect my own desires at this
time?
3) How could Thérèse be my spiritual
guide during this Easter season and
beyond?
4) Just as Thérèse of Lisieux described
her spiritual journey as her “Little Way,”
how do I describe my spiritual path?
5) Is there a word, phrase or image
that expresses the particular and personal
grace(s) that I desire as I seek to
live in the spirit of the Risen Christ?
We do not walk our Easter journey
alone!
Quoted material is from Thérèse of
Lisieux, The Story of a Soul: A New
Translation, Robert J. Edmonson, C.J.,
translator and editor (Paraclete Press,
2006, www.paracletepress.com) is used
with permission.
The Autobiography of St. Thérèse of
Lisieux is also available on CD from
St. Anthony Messenger Press (1-800-488-0488).
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