When I was pregnant with my children, I used to spend endless hours wondering whether
they would look more like me or my husband or what characteristics of ours I wished
they did—or didn’t—inherit. And then after they were born, I would
look at them in amazement at the thought that my husband and I created them and I
nourished and helped them grow within my own body.
I’ve often wondered if God gets a similar feeling when looking at me. Perhaps
that curiosity is what draws me to this psalm. The words in it trigger so many experiences,
emotions and questions within me.
In fact, when I was younger, I learned a popular slogan that perfectly sums up this
psalm: “God doesn’t make junk.”
The Whole Kit and Caboodle
While it would be a whole lot easier to simply focus on the two verses of this psalm
that I’ve chosen, I can’t ignore the entirety of the passage. And that
means that while I do praise God for how “wonderfully” I have been made,
both God and I are well aware of my shortcomings.
Each time I read this psalm, I can hear God’s voice—much like I’ve
often heard my own father or mother—saying, “I’ve got an eye on
you.” It’s both a comforting feeling and a reminder to be vigilant about
my actions and the choices I make.
It also reminds me that my potential is endless and that someone’s always
got my back. God has given me everything I need to be a loving, caring person. But
then it’s up to me to use it.
I became even more aware of that when I became a mom. I remember writing in my daughter’s
baby book that what I hope for her as she grows up is that she be kind and loving
to others, and to remember that she is capable of doing whatever she puts her mind
This psalm reminds me that she’s already well on her way to achieving that,
thanks to God. Through my husband and me, God has provided her with all she needs.
Those things with which she struggles, such as the impatience she seems to have
inherited from her mother, God is ready to help her overcome. All she has to do is
ask. Perhaps her mom will learn along with her.
One of the other things that attracts me to this psalm is how personal it is. Because
of that, it’s a perfect fit for me, because my relationship with God has always
been a very personal one.
It’s a relationship where one minute I can be angry with God for something
bad that has happened and then the next minute I can’t thank God enough for
the many blessings in my life. It helps to remind me that, no matter what, God will
always be there for me. In fact, many of the psalms are like that.
That one-on-one I have with God connects with the personal nature of this psalm.
I’m not one for speaking out in the name of all people as some of the psalms
do, but I do know what’s in my heart. As Psalm 139 reminds me, so does God—better
than anyone else.
Next Month: Psalm 73:1-3